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Y Saturday, June 28, 2008

PASSED!!

Finally after being such a procrastinator. And i'm so excited that i can't wait for the next one! THANK GOD! :) super duper happy!!!!

6 more days to go which makes me even happier! wahahaha!




... i've got the joy joy joy joy down in my heart ...





Y Thursday, June 26, 2008

Billion thanks to all my dearies for their wishes, treats and gifts. Appreciate them alot!

Well. I attended a Funeral Wake beginning of this week. A lost of a Father. From the time the news was known to the time the Father passed away. It was a difficult journey i should say. Remembered the day where she called me early in the morning to tell me that her dad was diagnose with that illness. My hair literally stood up. The converstion over the phone itself made me felt so hurt for her when the doctor even mentioned the number of days left. And then, few months later, her father passed away.

Just listening to her telling me the whole process of what happened during the 4 months made my eyes teary. Do we only start treating people nicely when we know their days are ending? Do we only start making up for our faults only when we know that they will no longer be by our side in time to come? Such is happening in the world today and around us that we take things for granted especially towards our family members and even, towards close ones.

This made me realise how important my family members are to me. And, without them, i'm nothing. I've come to realised that mothers nag for a reason, father discipline for a reason. And all of this, for a good cause. At times we may find their theory and observations wrong and nonsensical. But down the road, when that thing really happened, i will remember their comment that aggitated me in the past.

Seeing the lost of my best buddy's father really made me felt so hurt and saw how strong she was in the presence of her dad and how weak she became in the bathroom. Do we have to go through this kind of news to realise the importance of their existence? I guess this is such a busy and hectic country that often we forget to appreciate the people around us. I must admit, I'm guilty of not appreciating my parents at times. I pray that God will help me to appreciate every little aspect in my busyness. I pray that i can start appreciating people more before their time on this earth is up and all I can do is just feel guilty and regretful for the things that I did not do for them.

contract is ending next week and i do not want to extend at all! I plan to do a major clean up to my room and enjoy my sleep before i start on the real journey of my career. hehe.





Y Thursday, June 19, 2008

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OMG!! LQ is so sweet can? hahahaha! that was the pic taken when we were having rest sessions. hahaha! we laughed till our stomach hurts. cos i ended up looking like one of zhongyue's colleague instead of looking like shermaine cheong. haha! i'm so gona miss her when this contract ends!!

met annie yesterday after a decade! she looks prettier! heard that annie tan? hahaha! and i trust you! only if i play a part to yeah? the rubbery thingy at the bottom of the heels came off halfway while i was walking to meet her. so irritating! and i just replace a new one like 2 days before. so, i had to go get it mended again. the kiak kiak sound is super irritating!





Y Tuesday, June 10, 2008

just had a bbq again! had one on saturday. it's like 3 days later i'm found at the 2nd one! and i'm out with tti people tmr for dinner at melting pot. and out with dearie on thursday.. location not known yet. and.. father's day celebration on saturday! what a fattening week i should say. but thank God that i don't have to starve and hunt for food!

contract on ocbc is ending soon and i'm not sure if i should go into banking or finance industry. have to really pray about it. it's beena great time spend with LQ. having heart attacks almost everyday. and laughing at every single thing. how we had to laugh so quietly till our face turned red when the office was in silence.

imagine how bored and bo liao we were. we went to take neoprints! seeing those pictures kinda brought me back to the later part of my primary school days as well as my secondary days. i went to look at all those that i've taken and wondered how is their life right now. so close then yet so far now. well. anyway, it really cheers me up to know that darling LQ is always there to cheer me up, make me laugh, make me fat, an go through every rubbish related to ork with me!


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Y Thursday, June 05, 2008

just came back from malacca. thank God for a good trip and a time of family bonding with my family! the trip was the best in my life! :) i'm sure i put on weight after this trip! which is so so no good! but, more holidays to come this year!

bbq on saturday! i'm looking forward to that! i hope more people turns up for this bbq session.. i shall go on vegetable diet from now on! haha!

kinda sad.. i have to go back work tmr and my bro and sis will be slacking at home! when can i have this kind of homely life again? arghh! i dont wana go back work.. and it's so super uber bored over there!

kuku is gone forever and ever... and this makes me even more sad.