this year christmas really made me broke. haha. but, it's okay. christmas is a time of giving and a time of sharing. :) money can be earned back rite? haha. thanks everyone for the gift and cards!


christmas celebration with poly class girls on 22 Dec over at Azabu Sabo. the one at marina square near billy bombers. seriously the menu over there doesnt even look appetizing. only the desserts look interesting but tasted normal. haha! exchanged gifts and then headed back home to start wrapping gifts for the kids on sunday. was pretty drained out as i woke up at 6.30am for work over at starhub and only managed to catch a sleep at 1.30am.


sunday was a day planned to continue my last minute shopping for family and friends that i missed out. i went back to starhub to collect my timesheet after church service and reached there around 3pm. i left there at 7pm. DOTS. haha. cos my supervisor asked me to stay since i was already there. so. i willingly stayed and ate chocs while watching the repeat telecast of star awards and did my calls at the same time. haha


monday, which was yesterday. the head of another sub department brought us to eat over at fullerton. mann. the prime ribs/beef thingy tasted so nice! it comes with full course meal of Appetizer: Soup of the day + Caesar Salad
Main Course: I had prime ribs/beef with fries
Desserts: Ice Cream of choc cake
Drinks: Iced Tea
Hot Drink: Coffee
cool rite? hahaha. but, it goes to show that i have to buy something more expensive on the last day of my attachment. haha! then headed home for a family christmas feast and the food was great. which is sad for me. :(


christmas day over at church giving out gifts. but wasnt so busy this year and didnt really give out much and lost touch with most of them. then headed home and i fell asleep as i was really really too tired from having 5-6 hours of sleep a day. haha. then went out for dinner and had nothing to buy. haha.


i'm sad. the food made me fatter. sad case. :(





omg! i'm bored. real real bored. sians. i'm dying soon. and guess what? i'm like writing poems now. so niao rite? that's becos i got nothing to do mann. that's bad. and that's sad. i want to go home now!! reminds me of the song home by michael buble. i wana go home.. hahaha! the bangla beside me is drinking coffee and it smells so nice. oh mann. i wana get one too. but i duno where's the cup. in the cupboard? wow. the smell of it just wake me fully awake. (i took a nap just before writing this). he's still drinking and i can hear him swallowing it. oh mann. crap! i swear i'm gona get a cup of it before i head down starhub. oh. did i mention? the coffee over at dhoby ghaut there is nice u noe. u noe why? cos the cup is very cool. duno how to explain but it cost $1 and i'm fascinated by it (THE CUP). so, i've been buying it since duno when. so, $1 everyday is my entertainment expense which last less than 5 mins. expensive rite? haha.


yeah. tmr is public holiday and guess what. tell you a secret... readers, pls dont tell anyone okay. or i'll kill u and chop u and skin you alive and cook you and eat you together with my laksa! (kidding) okay, the secret is.. i dont have to work tmr!!!! i feel so happy and i cant wait to knock off from work today. finally!!! no ocbc no starhub. just me and my dearie spending time together. come to think of it. it's been awhile that i've been with dearie. like how long? i cant remember. but, i love dearie and i guess dearie loves me as well. no quarrels no fights so far. isnt it cool? so, we're pretty cool with it now. my parents noes about dearie but dearie parents doesnt know me and i also duno dearie's parents. but, that's fine. :) yup, it feels good to be with dearie. I LOVE YOU DEARIE!!!! (only if you read my blog) dearie doesnt noe that i have a blog. :)
AHEM AHEM! NOTE: dearie refers to my bed! WAHAHAHAHAHAA! this shows how bored i am! LOL. okay not funny at all.


bored bored. lalalalalaa. my life is so slackish. so boring. so brainless. so waste of time and blah blah blah. i feel like i'm born just to warm the company's seats, enjoy aircon. haha. and to snatch oxygen from the living things around me(like the bangla beside) is it oxygen or carbon dioxide? we breathe in oxygen rite? yah, should be. haha. oh. he finished his coffee liao. so no coffee smell which is making me sleepy again. i shall go take my nap again. 2 more hours to go and i can go get my $1 entertainment.





wohoo! christmas is coming soon and i'm pretty busy now! as in.. real busy till i dont even noe when i can go christmas shopping. will be getting my cards tomorrow so that i can start doing in at night. haha!


and and. i got a new phone. n76.(here) haha. COOL? click before u tell me if it's cool. hahaha! actually it's not mine. it's taywenbin that lend it to me. hahahaha! it's really nice with mirror at the front. so whenever i look at the phone.. i can see my black eye ring! omg! i'm like a panda now! hahaha! not bad.. i'm valuable. pandas are valuable rite? cos gona extinct soon? hahaha. lame lame.


and and. i think i'm really going back raffles next week liao. hahaha! went back to raffles yesterday and i think the place is actually quite cool with the recreation club and pingpong facilities. even can go K leh. hahaha! and some massage chair too!


liqin bday celebration last week. pics will be up soon cos i'm always not online and have not receive it yet. sad case. hahaha! oh yah. one of the chinese staff here very nice. he gave us some snacks as he came back from genting (i think). haha! --random--





i've got nothing to do. i just wrote finish my personal diary and now i'm here blogging.


i gave it much thought. i thought i will end starhub on the last day of this year. i thought it would be better. then again, my worst fears of re consideration came true. i'm now reconsidering again. maybe afterall i should not make a big fuss and just stay on.


i really didnt wana go starhub yesterday and i said that if it rain, i will head home. then i remembered i had to clear this customer as his installation date is this saturday. so, no choice. literally drag myself to starhub. TL jennifer talked to me. they have been listening to our conversation through the recorded calls to access our calling skill and product knowledge. results are out and i did well according to her. because of the good results, i'm being offered to work morning shift which i cant do it currently. the way she talked to me today felt like as if she knows i was going to quit which i didnt tell them at all. Sup nina then talked to me. she's like pretty, cool and a lady with character, like her alot! she suddenly asked how i was coping with attachment and telemarketing whether i'm tired and ask me to take care of my health. she said many things to me. and she again, sounded like as thou she knows i'm going to quit. but then again, i didnt tell both of them. do they know my blog? haha!


i called very little yesterday as both of them talked to me and asked me to teach a new TM. i'm considering till now. and i hate to make decisions. it's like how triotech offered me a job. how lynn the finance manager gave me a job offering mid of this year. how she said she can let me skip those accounts test i have to take during interview cos i told her i 100% will fail badly in that. haha! how she said i dont have to go any interview, just let HR brief on benefits. how she offered me and said i can start after my semester end and she would keep that slot. how isabella the ceo wife said that i should take on the job offer. i thought about it and just let time decide.


it's exactly the same feeling and situation i'm feeling right now. a choice. a decision to make that really considers my happiness, my future and my everything. it's sad to know that you have to forgo something that you like doing cos health is important. it's sad. people might think, what's so fun about calling? seriously, i cant answer that question, it sounds boring to me as well. but, it's the sense of achievement after closing an outbound sale which is so tough. It’s a sense of happiness knowing that customers are not rude. It’s a sense of encouragement when customers take time to listen to all your crap when they are tied up with some stuff. it's just.... (i duno how to express) it's really sad.


my thoughts just continue. maybe i shouldnt think too much and let each day take a step at a time. i really dont noe what to do. Who can I ask? Who can I really turn to? Who can I seek for sound clear advice? Who understands me the best? Who knows what should I really do? Who knows what decision my heart wants to make? Who knows what's best for me? Even I, Shermaine Cheong Pei Juan don’t know the answer. that's truly sad.





so. tep is over already and 3 months pass so fast. really appreciate the "new" frens that i got to know especially during bsu times. it is memorable. eldc was rather slack and boring and 6 weeks pass just in a twinkling of an eye. well. i'm seperated from my dear bestie and we're both in different companies now. haha! will keep in close contact with her as i'm going to be her children's godma(i think) haha!


i'm gona miss my corner seats which brought me much entertainment without getting caught.










and also... done by bestie! sweet?



yep. then attachment started. happily thought that i was attached to raffles but they posted me to tampines till mid dec. supervisor drove us down to tampines. and my feet hurt cos of that silly shoes that bite. real pain that even plasters did not help. went to buy another shoe after work to ease the pain and headed to starhub. so.. monday to thursday was starhubb-ing all the way. haha!


met kuku after work on wednesday. and after work as in.. after starhub. which is like.. 10pm! haha. had supper at mac. and.. i dont have time to eat dinner and breakfast everyday so lunch is like my only meal. so. supper with kuku equals to my dinner and next day breakfast! haha. and it's been long since we met. still look the same thou and character still the same. no change, but great catching up since we both MIA for like 3 months or so. hope kuku finds a job that he likes and wont find it a drag going to work. i still owe kuku a treat but he's always busy when i'm free. too bad. i save money. haha!


met up with evelyn on thursday. she worked OT partly cos didnt wana have so much of waiting time in between cos she ends work ALOT earlier than me. so, yep. she train down to tampines while i trained up. and we met at simei station and boarded the same train. we were all tired, so went somewhere near to makan. went cwp for pastamania and yeah. super full and fulfilling. haha! we talked and talked and talked. from simei all the way to woodlands. from ordering food all the way till we left for home. haha. non-stop. seriously, the whole talk was super random. but, it's been long since i really chat like so long non-stop. haha!


saturday back to starhub for full day again. then went around in search of bday presents for liqin and my bro. bought a polo for my bro which he wore on his bday! i'm glad he likes it and that it fits him perfectly. i think that was the most expensive stuff i bought for him since birth. haha! yep. then went home and started packing bag for chalet the next day. super tiring and my life is super packed. i havent touch the tv for a month or 2. haha. so, i dont know what shows are going on now. i didnt even have time to say hi to hershey doggie and ask her if she behaved the past few days. i didnt have time to sayang her, carry her and let her sleep on my leg like how she used to. i didnt have time to run around with her and feed her biscuits. i shall start SOON before she forgets my presence and starts barking as thou i'm a stranger. haha!


sunday.. headed straight to changi cottage for bro's 21st right after church service. the view of the sea was nice. good for couples thou. haha! the otah smelled so nice when dad was driving and it's like.. omg.. nice! hahaha. then ate a few before putting them in the fridge. i love otahs! and i told dad and mum that on my 21st bday, there should be lots of otahs. haha! yep. decorated the place a little and took a bath before the people started streaming in. and we had food. the presentation of the buffet was bad and i'll be really sad if it was my 21st. haha! but, all in all. everything was well and the cake was huge and lovely. tasted great too.


monday was the most tiring day of my life. dad send me to work straight from changi and lack of sleep made me wana sleep so much during work. hahaha! didnt do lots of things and i also duno what i was doing the whole day. and i went late for starhub cos the computer at ocbc was down. haha! yesterday also didnt do lots of things and.. yep. today also. currently eating cadbury chocolate. yes, the brand that 100% gives me pimples after being digested. so.. i'm expecting a pimply (or do u call it pimplery?) face tomorrow. yep. life's the same.


it's raining over here at tampines and if it continues to rain, i shall just MIA from starhub for today. hahahahaha!





I'M BACK!!!!! hahaha. will post more tomorrow if i remember to save my pics to upload. very busy recently with attachment and work. i'm attached to ocbc and in the same department as tay wen bin! COOL! haha. and yep. suppose to be at raffles. but because of ongoing project, they posted us to tampines till mid december. so, quite good. mid december i'll be back at raffles. nearer for me as well. haha. but then again, i kinda like the tampines environment now. i have internet access as well not like in raffles. only intranet! haha. we have a tiny mini pantry on our own. so we have like canned drinks and lots of sweets just around us. hahaha! so, everyday.. eat drink surf. haha!


as for starhub side, my dad is asking me to quit cos i have really little time left for myself and frens and family. when i reach home, my sister is asleep. when i wake up, she's in the bathroom. when i come out of the bathroom, she has already left for school. so, i dont really get to see her until friday. no sight of her from mon to thurs. when i reach home, my mum will have some random talks with me. and by the time we talk finish, it's already coming to 12am and i have to wake up early the next day. and for frens side, back in school, at least the school times are spend with frens. so.. i'm still considering cos i'm still quite cool with this starhub as well. just that, after attachment, i have to rush down to starhub to be on time. come to think of it, i'm at starhub for coming to 2 months. my contract is actually 4 months after which u can choose to stay on. not that i cant quit now and not that i MUST complete 4 months.. but..... haha! should i just finish the 4 months? i don't know. this is mind bothering. the people over there.. the supervisor.. the team leaders.. they are all nice. they even gave me a freebie when i closed my first sale. TL jennifer gave me another notebook when i close 2 sales the other day. i love nice notebooks!


then again. i dont want to focus and set my mind just on working and earning money. at the same time, i dont wana lose any contact with my friends. my friends are like... limited (i think). so, it should be quite okay to maintain. but, i only meet evelyn once a week. i dont meet the rest of the blockerz. i dont meet shuai also. i meet food buddy only like.. once a month? hahaha! i havent meet up with mengting. triotech side also no meet up as too busy. cant even meet up with tep peeps. sad. i'm real sad.




HOW HOW HOW???