WHOO! finally after 2 solid tiring weeks! hahaha. been really busy recently with training and stuffs. working time pass super fast just that it gets super cold inside. and you noe.. hot cold hot cold hot cold = sick. down with flu on monday. and guess what.. that silly LEMSIP powdery drink really helps! it's the best flu medicine. i actually vowed that i will never ever drink that soury stuffs months ago cos it taste like...... i duno how to describe. but. it really healed me. now.. is throat. haha. bad environment condition.. haha. and and. i'm so into anime now.. watching in like from 8.30-5.30 with ocassional work to be done. haha. this life now is pretty cool! hahaha.


i realise i come back home late everyday and today is the first time my sis saw me for the whole of this week. how pathetic! haha. and.. home cooked food taste so great after all the junk and oily hawker food. haha. I LOVE MY HOME.


*thanks for listening when i needed a listening ear in the early hours. thanks for your concern. thanks for your encouragement. thanks for sacrificing your sleep when you had to wake up early in the morning. thanks for making sure i was alright. thanks for making me stronger. you're greatly appreciated!





yep. here i am with the pics. haha. 6 weeks long of tep in bsu ended so quickly. just when we got to really know one another.. we had to depart and be seperated again. how time flies. down to eldc on monday.. hope grouping will be good. people will be friendly. supervisor to be kind. haha. well. miss the time spend in bsu. though sometimes felt so bored with nothing to do. bored of slacking all day long. it made me search for a part-time job.. thinking how slack i have been. haha. will miss everyone. miss mr wong.. miss the breakfast we had.. where we had to sneak here and there and spy if mr wong was in that canteen. ahaha. miss the times when we go long breaks.. the crapping sessions.. the sharing sessions. everything! miss my laopo! haha. she said she will come find me. make sure arh! haha. and.. the people that i hang out with.. xr cf zh eve hz.. hope that we can continue to keep in touch even when we dont see each other so frequent. haha. i love bsu so much now!







bsu officially ended on thurs. shall post the pics once i get all of it. haha. anyway.. went down to church for the ministry appreciation day. haha. had a chat with irene and esther. been long since i really sat down and talk to them. looking back at the childhood days. laughing our ass off when we remembered those silly stuffs that happened. haha. it made me appreciate the frens around me more. and.. i hope that i'll still keep in contact with everyone! and childhood days are really nice memories. remembering the times that esther used to stay over at my place and we would built tents and stuffs. how cool. and.. i've got 20 bucks swensen voucher! haha. which i'll spend it together with my family since work starts on monday and i'll have lesser time with them. i hope that i can plan my time properly. balance with school work family frens. and.. sudden crave for cookies. haha. evelyn also craving. might go over her house to bake tmr. hahaha. and.. to all my 朋友(FRIENDS) out there, I APPRECIATE & LOVE YOU!!! haha





chalet up last weekend. haha. what a belated post this is. anyway! had fun with them all. though things happen on the 2nd nite. but.. it was really funny looking back at it. i want one more time! hahaha. i'm seriously drained to the max now. have eben going out the past few days and i'm totally energy-less(if there's this word) haha! no school tmr which means i can get the sweetest sleep that i can ever have. everyday have been less than 8 hours sleep including the weekends. haha. how pathetic.













i'm ready to give it all up and forget everything. i will definitely try my best! be sure to see me happy from now on. i try. =)





why must this happen one after another? my heart is already so weak and BOOM. another one come. i hate it i hate it i hate it so much! why? my eyes are teary and my heart is heavy. i dont wish to see anything. i dont wish to hear anything. i hate it. and i just want to hate u but i cant. for once, i beg you.. please leave me alone and go your own way....





arghh!!! that asshole prepaid card is $0 again!!!! when will he ever top up! this is so irritating!! haha. i hate it when i try to contact someone and yet, i cant contact. it's so... i duno what word to use! hahaha. i hope he hurry top up his stupid dumb card! ANGRY!~ haha


well. have to plan my time properly liao. work starts on 15th. i have yet to meet quite a few people. especially the long dragged date with mengting! haha. my primary school fren! since 1995. COOL. haha. shirley 21st bday is also coming. and that stupid spree person havent contact me. bad bad. ANGRY!~ haha. i have to do our some card designs too. and i have report to do. and i have a chalet this coming weekend. how i wish that there's 48 hours in one day! hahaha! mad mad! and when work starts, it means i have less time spent with frens after school. sad case. but.. i am looking forward to 15th!!!! kinda excited thou i didnt wanted this job in the first place. haha. it might seem boring. but who cares??!!! i'm gona be a rich ass soon!(dream on!) haha.


bsu is ending soon. saddening. will miss the bsu days....... of slacking and gossiping! hahaha. hope eldc will pass quickly and then attachment and i'll be officially out of NYP! woohoo!!!!!! hahaha. lalalala. lelelele. lolololo.





sian sian sian. have to do 5mins sharing tmr. kinda last minute and i dont noe what to share about also! haha. anyway. whole class dislike chris now! hahaha. in a joking manner. my dearie laogong wanted to kill him so much just now. and i wanted to kill him too for saboing me for tmr's sharing! all his fault. and he tried to bribe me with my favourite haribo rubbery sweet! hahaha. no use. hahaha. but.. no hard feelings lah. small small thing only. haha. and.. did i ever mention that i got a newly adopted father? hahahaha. and he's crappy and nice to bully! hahahaha.


been writing in my diary recently. i seriously dont like to think and think and think. i just hope i have a twin sister to say out everything to her. haha! cos.. only a twin will really understand ur thinking, ur feelings and everything about you. i'm so soft. i can write diary till i tear. haha. it's super lame. but.. and least i'm not so much of a cry baby. arghh!!!!!!!!!! i just cant say what i really wana say. life is............................................................ (complete it yourself)