totally tiring week! met up with eugene and shuai on monday for belated dinner celebration and on tuesday with shuai for her bday celebration! sakura and then fish& co. fattening! haha. anyway. had a great catch up with them. laughing till my stomach hurts. haha. ate till i was so bloated and had to take a 10mins walk. haha. wed had some care meeting and thurs had to rush the debate outlines. so.. i kind of like had little sleep which means.. DARK EYE RINGS! bad bad. kinda excited. having chalet soon! first week of october. think i might stay in 1 day? or 2 days? not sure too! haha. it's time for good bonding session. and surprisingly.. this chalet is TEP BSU one. not the normal class. and i just got to know them for like 3 weeks and we're already happily planning chalet. isnt it great? we only left 3 more weeks together as a team. hope that will keep in contact in future! hahaha. come to think of it. havent been meeting my classmates recently. haha. think everyone is busy with their attachment and holidays. gotta meet up soon! and and.. i'm super duper happy that i've got that telemarketing job! which means i wont be slacking so often. haha! and.. my dad finally approves of me working part-time. hahaha! hehehe! hohoho! lalalala! i realise i'm like so fair when i stand beside shuai and eugene. haha! they're the dark couples! hahaha. i'm the lightbulb! haha.











this week zoomed pass very fast and it seems like as though i've been wasting my whole life away. practically doing nothing in school and just sit in front of the lappy watching movie and surfing. and to come back to a nice comfy home, ending up infront of the comp again! i seriously think i'm wasting my life away and need to start thinking how i can fully utilise my time. maybe a job? or a hobby? life seems boring when everyday u awake knowing that u have to go thru exactly the same routine all over again and there seems to be no challenge! haha.


sharing session was on wed. think i was a little nervous. could feel my voice shaky. that's bad.. maybe cos dont really know those people. haha! anyway.. that topic also made me realise that our life have been so standardised and routine that we dont even noe why we are doing this things. why do i get a diploma? for the sake of it? for my parents? for myself? for fun? i also duno. all i noe is that a diploma cert, just a piece of A4 size paper that cost over SGD$6000 would lead me to my future. but.. am i really doing this because i like it? or because i have to do it? our lives become so mundane that we dont see any challenges that allows us to br brought forth to a greater height. i dont know.. everything seems to be preset in life and we cant change it. we cant change the fact that we have to go thru PSLE, Os and then diploma. what's life in the first place? and why are we place in the places that we are in? is there a reason to it? this got me thinking and thinking and thinking........................













havent been blogging a long long time. since the start of exams. well. exams are long done with and TEP have started for me. attached to bsu. with those sbm students. new peers. new environment. hopefully the weeks pass faster. i hate doing surveys and analysis and all that crappish stuffs. which is so boring.


anyway. have been thinking really alot alot for the pass few weeks. the way people behave and the things that have happened. i realise that i suddenly miss all my old friend. my long-time friend. i realise that even when new peers comes your way, it's still those long time buddies that you can really say out what u want. it's still those long time buddies that u can cry your heart out to. it's those long time buddies that is willing to suffer with u. it's those long time buddies that are willing to go all the way out just for you. for me, i thought.. do i have any buddy in the first place? i dont know. but.. i guess i should start treasuring people around me before it's too late. sometimes.. when things around u change, i also felt that the previous environment was better. i always dwell on the past. but. i think that we ought not to dwell on the past for if we keep thinking about history, we wont be able to see the future and what lies ahead.


watched ratatouille yesterday. nice show! hahaha. the graphics and everything was superb! but.. my butt ache. and i realise i cant sit for too long. if the cell leaders training. my butt hurt after the 1st hour of the training. haha. conclusion: i have a weak butt! LOL. lame.