i'm itching and scratching away like a crazy monkey now.
a total of 22 mosquito bites!
16 bites on my left leg
4 bites on my right leg
1 little bite on my right hand
1 bite on my butt!
hahaha. how cool can this be mann?
MOPIKO from JAPAN!!! you've rescued me from evolving into a monkey!!!

the new mates arent nice. they think they're big and smart. cos they have 11 people and we have like 9. so what!!! nobody from 06 likes them i think. hahaha. anyway. who cares. we 9 shall unite! wohoo!





we were cheated! hahaha. all cos bcos we skipped lect and no1 told us that the lab session was cancelled! cheated! had to slack from 12noon all the way to 3pm. and we ended up watching a movie. turistas or whatever it is called. and yeah, it's my second time watching that freaking + no link + lame + not funny + i duno what other words to describe movie. so.. i've learned from the show. never go to brazil? hahaa!

anyway.. first week of school was kinda bored as usual. new classmates now. hope everything goes well this sem. and then it's tep or attachment and i'm done with nyp! wohoo! cant wait. haha.

sometimes. i just wish that i wasnt even born. sometimes i wish that things would turn out how i want it to be. i wish that the words and actions that people around me do/say doesnt come with double personality. i just cant express my thoughts. especially yesterday.. when i was in the bathroom.. it really pierced my heart so badly that even the strongest super glue on earth cannot mend it back. and i realise that only God can really mend it and make it whole again. i duno why i'm saying all this. but.. i hope that God will really restore everything and give me this peace that i can really peacefully sing out loud.. "You are the peace that guards my heart, my help in time of need.." it's just so difficult to go around acting like u're really happy but deep inside, you're just so hurt and suffering like crap all cos of _______. and all u wana do is just go out and out all day long. get myself really busy and run away from everything. though sometimes it doesnt seem as bad.. but.. it's really bad. there's no one i can tell this to.. except XXX cos we have the same thinking. but. i cant possibly always tell XXX, if not, XXX will feel more miserable and something bad might happen. and just at the darkest hour, thank God for a call that really showed that God is real. i cant continue.. all i just pray is that i wont _________





one word. BEAST





what an unlucky week! this week was real bad. was feeling really down down down. sad case. anyway.. what added on to my "unluckiness" was...

the test of patience on thursday..
it was 6plus pm and i was on my way back home from sembawang to yishun. halfway.. the train got stop.. just 10 more seconds and it was yishun station.. and.. it had to stop.. for like 20mins.. what make things worse was the sardine-packed train and i could literally feel the stickiness of one indian man.. he's hand was literally stick to my hand. cos it was so pack and he was perspiring like a pig! eeew! gross! adding on to my day was the odor of smelly army boys armpits. and 2 were standing right infront of me.. holding on to the top handrail. and u could just smell the fragrance from their armpits! eeew again!

then train then reverse back to sembawang 20 mins later.. so.. i board the next train back to yishun. and the train was more pack then before. who knows.. when reaching yishun.. the train stop again when yishun station was just 10seconds away! and i was so pissed that at that point.. i thought i'm gona like boycott SMRT services for the next 1000000years! it stop for a freaking 10mins.. then.. without warning.. it suddenly move and everyone swayed causing more sweaty hands to touch my smooth dry hands! eew.. and.. it suddenly break and everyone swayed to the other direction. what a stupid ride home after a tiring day at work.

today...
i realise that i'm gona be 19 soon and i still cant walk properly.. i sprained my ankle AGAIN! thou it's been a long time i last sprain.. but.. the funny thing was.. i was walking in hougang.. flat groung.. no wires.. no crooked paths.. and i suddenly sprain and fell on my knees and burst out laughing. how stupid!

and.. last day at work today! school is starting soon. why do i have to study? sian mann. but come to think of it.. it's my last year to go! whee! pray hard that my gpa can improve! hahaha.





BYE SHAAN TEO!

last day for Shaan yesterday. haha. she's my goody buddy. hahaa. will miss calling and beating her. hahaha! hope to meet up soon with you yeah?

took some pics. it's freaking ugly. hahaa. look at my black eye rings and my oily face. yucks. haha.