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Y Sunday, January 16, 2005

hmm.. have been going back to school lately.. mainly for band.. kinda miss the days where i have my band practices too! and missing the chinese new year songs.. cos we din play it last year mann.. okie.. contagious praise coming up this week.. praying that all will go smoothly throughout the 2 days.. well.. people.. wana go? msg me.. it's on the 21 and 22 Jan.. 7.30pm.. the 21st is a public holiday and the 22nd is on a saturday.. do try to come cos it's free admission.. it's a concert by Elim Youth Network:

Anyway.. went to Chinatown yesterday.. damn crowded.. was like stucked at the Temple Street.. the macdonalds that side.. police heck care eventhough this guy kept shouting that there is an on-going riot.. no choice.. they have been assigned their own duty.. well.. i must say it's kinda fun squeezing in the crowd.. it's not those of orchard kind.. this is the "chinatown" crowd mann.. well.. my mum wanted to brg my sis see the firecrackers.. and we tot that like forget it mann.. it's human jam in here and we will definitely not get to see it.. only hear.. so we forgo that so called ceremony.. and we jalan jalan after being "released" from this "oxygen deprived" jam.. well.. then continue jalan jalan.. went into soem shops.. and what was surprising is that.. cos my sis really wanted to see this firecrackers thingy.. and when we came out of the shops after buying some stuffs, there was this sound that just went "boom".. and we were like ?????? blurr~ and rite infront of us.. the mrt station.. duno which exit is it.. there was these firecrackers going "tatetatateta".. and my mum was like "wow!" so timely.. just for us to watch leh.. so we stood there.. till it's done with it's bombing and booming.. haha.. yah..

and Singapore won the Tiger Cup.. 3 cheers to the team who have put in lots of effort!

Y Thursday, January 06, 2005

havent been using my brain for the past few months, ever since the o levels ended.. think it's kinda rusty now..

now.. i realise..

i'm missing the good old days of school.. and recess.. and laughters.. and sorrows..
... the craps.. and the lame jokes and stuffs..
i'm missing amaths homework..
i'm missing amaths tests..
i'm missing my calculator..
i'm missing chew joke's voice and her constant nagging at the gurls' daily toilet routine during the lesson..
i'm missing chinese lessons..
i'm missing ms chua's lame and super cold jokes..
i'm missing the chemistry lab where my test tube broke twice..
i'm missing physics practical..
i'm missing mrs phua's stares!!
i'm missing her remedials..
i'm missing the staff room..
i'm missing the principal's nagging and his saying of "ngee soon" sec sch.. where it shld be yishun..
i'm missing the classroom..
where's my clarinet??? i think i've lost the ability to blow that instrument already..

is this called a post-secondary student syndrome? haha.. well.. think because i'm bored that's why i'm feeling so sian.. but when it comes to school.. i'm even more sian.. oh my.. i'm contradicting again.. =

hmm.. was reading this article on bullies.. in secondary schools.. and in their statistics, they mentioned that 92% of those being interviewed commented that they were bullied at least once in school.. oh my.. is it that bad? maybe this people happened to interview those that are quieter by nature.. well.. i think it's kinda unbelievable.. anyway.. i feel that the main reason that this bullies wanting to bully is because of gaining control and deriving ultimate satisfaction from hurting others.. agree? well.. it seems to me that way thou..

anyway.. shall drift away from that topic.. well.. the first week of january is gonna end real soon.. and the days are passing fast again.. hopefully i am able to fulfill my new year resolutions or rather, new year promises.. and not just dream about this but make it turn into reality.. hope that i dun give up halfway due to pure laziness and stuffs.. well.. also thinking bout what to further my studies in.. dun wana choose a course that will make me end up in sum hopeless streets..

received my year end award the other day.. planning to save it up to get sumthing big.. hopefully my hand dun run about grabbing unnecessary stuffs.. haha.. well.. think i've been crapping away.. the new channel 8 9pm show is staring.. gonna go.. having date with my sofa and tv at 9pm.. kinda late oredi..