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Y Saturday, October 23, 2004

yesterday was graduation day.. hugs were given, tears were shed.. even teachers shed their very own precious tears... that was where my tissue came into action! haha.. the venue was at the canteen cum hall.. shant complain bout the venue.. should just appreaciate it cos its their thoughts that counts.. the day started with 4 periods of free lesson for me.. then at 9.45, we started walking down to the canteen cum hall.. and the programme started at about 10am.. a video clip of our photos, speech frm certain students about their fav events during the 4 years and whether they would come back to help the sch, plus the teacher's well wishes were shown.. we cheered and applaud when our favourite teachers were shown.. fun time yelling away.. then came the principal speech as usual, teachers slept.. but not students.. cos it was the last time we would be listening to him i guess! haha.. then were the form teachers speech.. after the teacher's short speech, her form class would go up to the stage to receive the graduation package from their form teacher itself.. this package includes the leaving cert, cca cert, cip cert, regconition in significant improvemnet in subjects[only if u improve], a photo of our very own self, a copy of the graduation cd.. plus a postcard by our very own vice principal who wrote it for each individual of us.. that's sweet fo him rite? haha.. after that presentation, each class representative would give a short speech.. joyce represented our class.. she almost broke down.. cos the content that was written was indeed too ..... ..... .... .... yah.. that word.. then she kept putting on this very fake smile.. haha.. cos she dun wana cry.. haha.. then we sang the school song.. probably that was the last time unless we were to come back to this school as a teacher! haha.. then the school creed..

As true Yishunites,

we strive to be blah blah blah blah [forgotten already]

then we sang the all time favourite auld lang syne.. i tell u.. that's a wrong song to sing when the atmosphere is already so sad.. made people cried.. yah.. then it came to an end with a buffet.. took a pic with mrs phua.. she's good.. i like her.. she was the one that made many cried.. cos she really cared for us.. it really let us know that though the teachers nag, scold, deep down, their care and concern was always with us throughout..shook mr vilau's hand.. as usual, he said "try to get a distinction.." haha.. then we went to find ms ng pc.. she was hiding in the staffroom.. cos she also another emotional one.. haha.. then she showed us a video of her wedding pics.. so sweet mann.. haha.. yah.. then it ended.. wow.. what a day.. it passed so quickly.. and i'm going to miss this life that i once experienced.. no wonder they say that secondary school life is the days that u will never ever forget.. the memories will last.. it will stay deep within our heart.. wonder after the o levels, will we still keep in contect with each other or will we go our separate ways..

As we go on, we remember

All the times we

had together

And as our lives change,

come whatever

We will still be, friends forever

Y Friday, October 15, 2004

o levels science practical on monday.. scared mann.. hopefully the electricity or wadever currect thingy wont be tested.. praying that it will be those easier one.. haha.. cos i will panic when i see so many wires + ammeters + voltmeters + resistors + blah blah blah.. then chemistry.. started to focus more on that subject since i failed "wonderfuly" in my prelims.. and bcos that ms lai have been focusing more on those who didn't do well.. hmm.. chemistry practical, if i know how to do, then good.. cos all the while, chemistry pract always jus pass or fail.. haha.. that's the main problem now!

hmm.. anyway, this school is really budget.. graduation day is on the 22nd Oct, Friday.. as usual, the principal's speech [sure very long one], report book and wadever certificates u need to have.. i think rather stupid lor.. it's not like we've finish or rather, receive our o level results.. and den.. we graduate.. seems rather funny..

1) do we graduate b4 we sit fer our o levels?

2) do we sit fer our o levels b4 we graduate?

seems more like the first one yeah.. funny logic of the school.. maybe all schs are like that, i duno.. and wad makes things worse is, this graduation is held in the temporary school canteen.. i'm like ??????[many question marks].. and if u are a student in my sch, u will really understand how shit it looks like.. maybe i shld take a pic of it and "share" with everyone the "ambience" of my sch.. no prom nite too.. sch unable to subsidise.. that's sad.. that's why i conclude that its budget.. anyway, didnt study today.. have been watching tv the whole day and will continue after this.. and now i realise that cartoons are nice! haha.. the martin mystery on duno nickelodean or disney channel was lame but cool! haha.. and mrs phua, i love her.. she gave us many amaths and emaths prelim paper frm other schs.. so thoughtful.. yeah.. i mean it.. not sarcastic.. haha.. i think i've got 8 papers of amaths to complete.. and it consists of paper 1 & 2.. so total is 16.. haha.. not scary enuff.. cos each paper by right shld last fer 2 hrs.. that means a total of 32 hours! haha.. not scary still.. cos i noe i wont complete it!! haha..

Y Monday, October 11, 2004

wow.. mr vilau burn poa papers into a cd for us.. phew.. how am i going to finish all? no joke mann.. it's alot of school papers.. no break!

Y Sunday, October 10, 2004

prelims are over.. i have rest enough this weekend, slept all i wanted and dreamt all i wanted and laugh all i wanted.. it's really time for me to wake up and run this race that will commence in about 22 days time.. and will last for about 2 weeks or so.. enough of my sleep.. and my dreams.. gotta really focus on this time.. no joke for me.. may God be with be thru this journey and that i will excel in His ways.. prayed fer a miracle.. it have to come true with my faith and my persistance.. one C fer my cert is enough.. no more Cs.. gotta really finish all the assessment bks.. if not, it will all go to waste already.. hopefully that i will be able to push myself and not let the slack "spirit" to overcome me.. and to make me sleep.. haha.. awake! keep my eyes fully wide open.. anyway.. crapx.. duno wad i talking.. left few hours more to enjoy my day without work b4 it comes to a new day where i will start running this race.. results will be given tmr.. scared? fer my science? my amaths and wadever subject? no use.. i told myself, it's over, i will reap good marks if i studied fer it.. so wad's the point of murmuring over the shit results that i might get.. hopefully, the shit result will be able to make me stronger and more focus for the next 3 weeks or so..

world peace-careless whisper, the mr singapore universe.. cant stand him.. whole lot of crapx..

Y Monday, October 04, 2004

Had physics paper today.. still cant accept the fact that A is Iron and not B.. why?? And its like worth 6 marks u noe.. it matters a lot cos its a difference of a grade!! If not for my stupidity, guess I’ll get that one rite! Freaking stupid.. and moreover, this paper is damn freaking stupid easy lor.. and I cant even get that.. wad a shame mann.. freak mann.. and this is the prelims! Not another stupid test that I have to take for the sake of that freaking results.. its the freaking prelims that I got it wrong wrong and wrong! Freak mann.. still cant get over it.. hindering me frm studying my amaths.. freak mann.. everytime try to do well, it will turn out to be more of a mess.. a disaster.. freak

- + = Fall again- + =

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small [thou I not small]

I guess I need you baby [all I nid is God]

Y Friday, October 01, 2004

poa paper today.. seems quite ok.. haha.. after that paper finally got a sense of relieve.. haha.. phew.. haha.. then got my name there.. it goes to show that mr vilau was thinking of me when he set that paper!! haha..

and shuai.. u... i'm going to kill u rite now! dun keep mentioning that stupid N name can or not! or i will severe all ties with u! i will break friendship with u!!!! hahaha.. childish.. learn from u de.. pls stop saying that name can not! slap u left right up down arhx.. if not.. u will die.. cos it will den be my turn to "ka chiao" u.. haha.. dun think that i quiet quiet nv say anything arh.. haha.. i'm done with wad i have to say..