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Y Saturday, September 25, 2004

Y Thursday, September 23, 2004

halfway through prelims.. one more week to go and prelims are over! yeah!! budden still got o levels.. sigh..

Y Friday, September 17, 2004

didn't do well for my science mock exam.. not going to regret bout that.. budden.. gotta really pull up my socks and buck up for this prelims liao.. yupz.. my didn't do well is really not well at all.. the results just stinks mann.. and i'm gonna make it sweet smelling soon.. haha.. by the help of ester linkage!! hahahahaha.. hopefully will be able to do it and not always just say say say and say but.. never do it.. tomorrow is the practical prelims liao.. i gotta look at some of the experiments to recap before i do that exam paper.. then after that.. sick mann.. still gotta stay back for like 2-3 hours and wait for the 2nd and 3rd and blah blah batch to finish.. cos no communication mah.. wonder how many batch are there.. and 2-3 hours.. no joke lor.. i can use the time to sleep!! haha.. nah.. just kidding.. budden.. at least there's sumthing to keep me occupied.. cos will be sitting for physics test during the so called quaratine period.. and it's a test.. yah.. test!!! arghhhh.. ms wong didn't come again.. alamak.. maybe my hopes are 50% dashed.. budden i hope that a miracle will happen for the history students.. hmm.. things are ok now.. it aint fun at all getting misunderstood.. but.. at least it's all settled.. and i happy.. she happy.. we all happy.. and we life happily ever after...

Y Wednesday, September 15, 2004

not suppose to come online today.. tried to limit myself by just allowing myself to use the computer only twice per week.. haha.. but failed mann.. anyway.. today science mock test.. hopefully can pass.. seems like ihave confidence and on the other hand, think that i will fail.. haiz.. duno.. 47 days to Os.. and just 6 days to prelims.. and yah.. annie.. your comics.. haha.. nice drawing.. but made me feel so cold.. ur boss of ur leng leng club shld level up mann.. haha.. cos i duno why u all get so excited over that bird.. haha.. mus be that wenjun lah.. haha.. kk.. later got lite grp.. gonna have a nap now..

*ms wong didn't come to school again.. am i gonna fail my comb humans? i cant! i aiming for a good grade mann.. at least a 3.. she's suppose to go thru sumthing impt today.. but she didnt.. hopefully she'll turn up tmr..

Y Tuesday, September 14, 2004

yes gurl.. i never meant to say it in the way that make u kinda doubt how i felt bout your silly gurl.. sorry if i gave u the opportunity to misunderstood wad i had said earlier on.. sorry that what i said made u think that i never want your silly gurl.. the fact that u dun wana say why u misunderstood earlier on made me even scared.. so..i'm sorry bout that.. wad i said was just my reply.. nothing of the sarcastic nor the evil kinda thoughts.. i noe that reasons like bcos the both of u share "him" is just too lame to be called an excuse.. budden.. it's part of it lah.. not putting the whole blame on him.. and.. yes.. even till today i'm still kinda sensitive.. cos.. we cant predict what the future have for us.. i duno.. and yah.. to make it clear.. i duno if u referring to me that my attitude towards u change not.. [in ur blog].. budden, if it's me, i'm sorry once again.. cos i didn't mean for that to happen.. and truthfully.. i never change towards u.. maybe, just a little quieter than b4 only.. so.. if next time anything, must tell me k.. dun let misunderstanding among us to occur.. cos we still got a contract going on! and no matter what.. i will not be so gong gong as to get angry or find problem with u just bcos of our silly gurl.. haha.. so.. take carex my dearest.. sorry for causing that wrong thinking to happen.. hope u noe who u are..[ kinda obvious] cos nothing will be able to change my attitude towards u.. nothing will be able to change the fact that u are my dearest pal.. yesh.. nothing at all..

Y Tuesday, September 14, 2004

hmm.. just finished my amaths mock exam.. got confident that i can do well.. hopefully it's not that kinda over-confident till i get disappointed.. haha.. hmm.. tmr science mock exam.. still havent even touch my book for a pretty long time yeah.. and i'm still slacking down here.. in my bro's room.. sitting in front of this com.. when my prelims are just 7 days away! haha.. i think i'm going nuts.. wonder how come i dun even feel a little shocked when there's so little time left.. so stress or wadever that others are feeling.. thus, i concluded that i'm a weirdo! haha.. and adding that count down thingy on top of my blog doesn't seem to serve any use.. haha.. 48 days?? nah.. still far away.. like real only.. sick mann.. why i just cant be like others.. pia"ing" away.. yah lah.. me weirdo mah.. haha..

had duno wad photo taking for graduating students today.. it's meant to be a personal fun shot.. seems so stupid.. cos u are suppose to pose wadever u wan.. and some of the guys damn cartoon.. like gay mann! so cute! haha.. then this photographer.. cannot tahan his expression.. look like.... hmm.. let me see... ah! crocodile!! haha..

Y Monday, September 06, 2004

hmm.. wow.. finally i started doing my holiday assignments mann.. was like taking out all the assignment then i realise that my work aint little at all.. haha.. then manage to get the momentum to start my work.. and.. tata! i'm 1/4 through.. though not alot.. but it's alot to me.. seldom will see me so guai.. haha.. hopefully.. this momentum doesn't stop.. and yah.. now i'm resting.. cos wana do emaths.. then suddenly the compass spoil.. hmm.. must be the devil dun wana me to do work ah.. want me slack.. haha..

tomorrow having poa.. solid 3 hours of poa.. wonder wad he's gonna go? exam paper? wow.. then i'll really noe my standard lor.. hiya.. hope this year poa o level, they wont test the disposal account.. and the partnership or wad amalgamation thingy.. disposal like forever wrong like that.. then almagamation and partnership.. actually quite ok lah.. but i dun like to do.. haha.. if only my father is in charge of setting the poa o levels paper! wahaha..

today.. met for breakfast.. wow liao.. annie.. u came.. but still late.. huixian!!!! meet 8.15 then u like 9.15 then come hor??? nvm.. next time i wont so guai.. meet u all rite.. i will come out 1 hour later.. hmm.. haha..

and now.. my house is so quiet.. the tv.. no1 snatching for it.. haha.. no noise.. peaceful.. weather also very good.. but most importantly.. my sis is not at home.. haha.. there's a big difference when she's at home and when she's not.. it's really peaceful u noe.. cos there's no1 irritating me.. no one disturbing me.. no one making any noise!! wonderful!! a perfect moment for me to study.. haha..

Y Friday, September 03, 2004

hiya.. very long never update le.. life is so bored now.. i've got nothing to do at all.. except for studying.. this is sick mann! and next week is the holidays.. but, i'm fully booked for the whole week liao.. booked by teachers.. and yah.. teachers!! i hate it mann.. got back my report book.. alittle nice and a little ugly.. haha.. but.. i've tried my best.. and all i can say is i damn sick! i'm really sick.. and there's nothing i look forward to.. i dun look forward to enjoying life after 'O's.. i dun look forward to dying my hair purple??! yellow?! or pink??! or wadever shit.. i dun look forward to working so as to be able to afford wad i want.. not a need.. it's a want.. i dun look forward to a single thing at all! all i just care about is to sleep.. nothing but sleep.. that's a sad thing..

the week after next is my prelims already.. and i admit i really dun have the positive attitude that is needed for me to achieve wad i expect myself to get.. it's just a blink away.. and up till now, i still dun sense the urgency to put my best foot forward.. omg.. yeah.. fully "prepared" for 'O's huh..

annie: yupz.. just now got nth to say.. cos i really kena stunned.. i duno why.. budden, i'm not shocked.. just duno how to describe that feeling.. maybe is that i never expected u to be "glued" to her so quickly u see.. i noe earlier on.. during the conferrence that u will one day brg her in.. that's also why today i seem so blurr and sleepy.. maybe my brain just made my mouth so glued up that this is the first time in ma life, i've got nth to say at everything.. duno why lah.. but, i didn't expect it to be too soon lah huh.. that's why too stunned to say anything.. and i just duno how to express myself in telling u wad i am really thinking and feeling rite now.. so... yah.. hmm.. if you wana take ur silly gurl with u now, u have my support.. nth can stop u.. cos u and her.. are meant to be together.. cos both of u are silly people.. haha.. and yah.. u all share "him" mah.. and.. also.. she's a good gurl.. easy-going.. i also like.. haha.. cos both of u were there for me on that fateful thursday.. u stood up.. though both of u dream bout him all the time.. well.. hopefully she dun kena brainwash again lah.. and.. our contract.. i hope that we can achieve it.. hiya.. i also duno wad i wana say to u lah.. anyway, take care of urself..

shu ai: i really got nothing to say to u.. a totally no comments kinda thingy.. i noe u expect me to say sumthing.. budden.. i dun wana say sumthing that is useless.. i dun wana say anything thet is unable to salvage the situation.. maybe i have alot of things to say to u.. but.. i dun wana think bout it.. wad's done is done.. u have handed in thr form.. and u cant take it back.. so.. no point lah huh.. and i think.. recently.. i really wash my hands off band stuffs.. it seems like i dun give a damn to u people.. or rather, them.. cos i dun like the change that has occured.. it's not a nice one.. though it is not that easy to let go of band, i'm glad that i have succeed a little.. cos.. maybe, i dun wana see all their faces.. anyway, up till today.. i think.. nothing is able to change my perspective of ms tan.. cos all along.. she scolded.. she nagged.. budden.. u hate the process.. but, the ending is nice.. i like it.. so.. yupz.. it's just that the bond is there.. within me and her.. cos i've worked with her.. and the feeling and thinking as different as compared to not working with her.. that's why.. all along.. i some sort of like ms tan.. not that kinda like.. cos.. i think she have played a great part in band.. and also a great part in ma life.. i guess. up till now.. how many months since i left the band, i nv regretted joining this band.. but.. today.. i just duno why.. the band have totally change.. i duno how to say lah.. i dun wana go into details wad i wana say bout the band.. and to u... ...............well.. all the best to u in ur new cca..