everyday.. every hour.. every minute.. every second.. it seems like the time is flying., and do i think i am ready for the big challenge? am i ready to face this obstacle and this challenge? day by day, i think, i have thought through and i will be going to think through again- am i working hard enough?? it's a solid no.. i guess.. well.. can someone slap me and wake me up from my dream??

anyway, today is the first day of Term2.. the achievers programme will start probably next week whereby all the graduating classes will stay back up to lik 4+ 5 to do their own self-study.. and.. i think it is a very bad start of this new term and a new week.. was being lectured by my form teacher.. know it is our mistake but, nonetheless, we were made to stay back and complete our work.. so blurr of me.. i actually left my compre on my table.. together with the reader's digest and the question paper.. so i forgotten to bring.. and there goes the lecture.. worse still... only 7 out of 39 handed in.. if i had remembered to bring, at least it would have been 8 out of 39.. haha.. but guess it makes no difference..

yesterday was annie's birthday.. so she received quite alot of presents today.. charmaine, dragon and me shared and bought a huge winnie the pooh for her.. hope her mother won't take it away from her cos she got asthma and this stuffs collects dust and will cause her to get asthma.. but we know she likes that kind of stuffs so tried to get the least furriest one.. haha..

i thought i have got plenty of things to say.. in the end.. so short.. hiya..

****shermaine****





Thanks to Ms Ng PC that i need not have to 'run' all the way back home getting drenched! haha.. cause she gave Tiny, Chris, Char and me a lift home!! wahaha.. ok.. and i'm fine now.. about the thing that have happen on Friday.. cause seldom will i allow this kind of things to hinder my life and my happiness that God have given me.. i will just forgive.. i won't ponder over it for too long.. just think of my mistake and the other party's mistake.. but whoever who wants to take advantage, they should know the consequences.. but now, i am just too happy and nothing can change my mood for now! yippee!

went to school for POA followed by Physics.. a little boring at first.. however, i have come to find out that 4e10 students don't seem to show him the respect that we people show..[ i mean it's like they are just so rude. not trying to say that we aren't at all].. this student, had the audacity to bring in a cup of hot drink from Macdonalds.. and one would not imagine the consequences if Mr Vilau were to find out.. it will be too unimaginable.. haha.. yah.. it's true.. cause Mr Vilau is one strict teacher who would prefers respect from students more than popularity.. and he has been saying that for like 1001 times??? haha.. exaggerating..

after POA lessons, we went for lunch at KFC.. a whole big group.. real big.. haha.. yah.. and than some kind of like argument happen between Angeline and a mother-like lady.. it's a long story which i don't think i should say it out also.. moreover i don't have the energy and time to say it out!! haha.. but the lady called the police saying that she's scared that Angeline will harm her and her son.. it's like so... who will be so free to harm her?? and she is like plum.. too big for Angeline.. maybe if she punch Angeline, this small little girl will fly all the way to London!! haha.. exaggerating again.. but the scene at that time was fun.. nice.. haha.. like one of the Channel 8 dramas.. wahaha.. and the whole big group of us, not only us, the couple sitting right opposite us were like laughing away.. really sense the happiness..

went back for Physics lesson.. as usual.. electricity and resistance.. well.. not that boring afterall.. was given some homework.. and there is a so-called individual project that we have to hand in when the school reopens.. only one student's work will be selected and that person will win a pair of movie tickets.. not bad right?? haha.. so everyone is trying to grap hold of that free tickets.. haha.. and definitely, we can chose whatever movie we want to watch.. but...... no RA movies.. wahaha..

****shermaine****





well.. got back my results on Friday.. of cause i didn't do that well.. or rather, not well at all.. but nevermind, there's still room for improvement and i am determined to do better for the Mid-year which will be my next obstacle that i should reach before my prelims and than the 'O' levels..

well.. a little disappointed on Friday.. didn't expect things to turn out that way.. maybe things would not have turn out this way if i was not so conscientious in the beginning.. but what's done is undone.. skipped my lunch to do some band stuffs and clear everything so that the band could start a little earlier and everything would be well-prepared but what i got back in return was pure rudeness from a person of lower rank than me.. what is this?? is the sun going to rise from the west such that a person like that can come shouting right at me?? i don't think that's the case afterall.. however, i know i have not really set a good example to them.. maybe in terms of my tucking out of blouse and stuffs.. and maybe, i lost a little temper, cos i just walked off like that.. but i did not answer my hp when my teacher called me.. maybe she'll think that i am showing attitude.. but truthfully, i'm not.. just that i didn't feel the vibration.. sometimes i really wonder if the efforts i put in really make a difference in their attitude and behaviour or not.. sometimes, i think that whatever i have done is not appreciated.. i need someone to tell me that they appreciate whatever i have done this pass few years in the school.. i need someone to prove and to tell me that my efforts have not gone down the drain.. yes, i know that the teacher appreciate my efforts certain times.. certain time.. and not every time.. i really wonder if my so called sacrifices should continue despite getting hurt at that very moment.. is it worth it??

was feeling so down that day that i even wrote a 6 pages long journal in my own diary.. just had to let it out a little mann.. then went for the parent's meeting session with my dad, mum and sis.. i thought that mrs phua was the only subject teacher that would speak to my parents.. in the end, Chew joke came out of no where.. and say that i keep talking in class... and keep turning to talk.. alamak.. she hor...